Shadowing, again

I'm getting an introduction to what I'll be doing this August, and I can't say that I'm enjoying myself very much at the moment. Starting work doesn't seem as fun as it was half a year ago. I sometimes wish I was back in 1st year, with no worries, no stress, and no responsibilities. For now, work seems boring. Boring and stressful. Yeah, I know. Weird combination. Probably the only form of excitement I get will be during consultant ward rounds, assuming they will ask me difficult, hard to answer questions about what I should have done (or shouldn't have done), and whether or not I've found a patient for next week's education meeting case presentation.

It's 0200 at the moment, my mobile broadband download limit is running out, and I should have finished reading those 'safe prescribing' notes that have been lying on the table since 0030. I'm tired, and I'm so looking forward to my 2-and-a-half weeks back in M'sia after the graduation ceremony in July. Yeah, 2-and-a-half-weeks. Sigh.